This morning I woke up, and sat in the computer room. I knew I needed to spend some time praying and reading the bible before anyone woke up. But it was so hard. I wanted to get online, check the cricket score from yesterday, check my email, read some blogs. It took such intense will power to read and pray.
Why? I actually love the bible. I feel better when I read, and pray. I know it makes a difference, why is it so hard?
I mean its like there is some spiritual battle going on.