2)
Another question people have asked, and that maybe ties in, is the idea
that Anarchy means chaos, lawlessness, and rebellion against the
established order. A few people have asked me how that can be
compatible with the kind of communities you've been a part of, which
seem to be about loving and serving those who have been marginalized by
society.
There is a difference between a Christian anarchy and a non Christian one, though not always, and I will get into that. But before we do we must look at what anarchy is and isn't. Anarchy, as a word, means against the powers. It does not mean chaos, lawlessness or no order. Anarchy means simply a stand against systems and structures of power.
There are many different ways in which this belief is manifested. There are some that believe we need to go back to more tribal, live off the land nomadic lifestyles. There are some that believe we should have a communistic, or socialistic economy, with an anarchic structure of governance. Some would say that true democracy (as opposed to representation democracy) is anarchy. But the idea is that the power resides either in the individual, or in the community, not in certain individuals whether elected or chosen in some other manner.
Then we get to the manner in which this should come to pass. There are in an oversimplified view three ways:
Overthrow the established order
Work within the established order for change
Ignore the established order and become "off the grid" as much as possible
Which brings me to my beliefs about a Christ centered, and biblical anarchy. I believe that Christian anarchy focuses on a few ideas that address the above comments in a unique way. This does not mean all forms of non Christian anarchy cannot address them in similar ways however, nor that we have a different practice.
As I have followed Jesus, and studied the scriptures I find that we are called to live in a covenanted community. One that is covenanted to the ideals of Jesus, and the belief that love, and the holy spirit can guide us towards correct living.
That we are to live in a tension that says we are not here to overthrow the powers that be, but to basically live an alternative to them. To stand against the injustice and pain caused by them. And to offer a refuge from them to those trampled under its machine.
As a covenanted community we are told that withing the community dwells the power to "bind and loose". Which in ancient times was the application of laws, punishment, retribution and forgiveness. This means that the power does not reside in a hierarchy, in "the professionals" or the "leaders". But that small groups, of people covenanted to look out for one another, to follow Jesus, and to stand against the powers, can through discussion, and action/reflection, support one another in "figuring it out". That we provide a mechanism for working out issues between members, and living a life of forgiveness and mercy, rather than punitive justice. This is not disorderly, nor is it always efficient, but it is good. This recognizes that some might actually be gifted leaders, but these leaders are situational, not positional. And that these leaders would be just as submitted to the covenant as the others.
So a Christian anarchy would say that any system or structure, (including the religious or church structures), that holds power over others, is to be rejected and stood against. That we live an alternative based upon the teachings of the non violent, and liberating Jesus. That we practice anti hierarchical living, which prioritizes those that are on the bottom of the powers hierarchy. That we see the spiritual force behind those powers that seem invisible, like greed, and consumerism, and retribution, and amidst those powers we stand firm in opposition.
Please feel free to ask any questions, or help me to clarify what I have said so that it can be more widely understood.
rev
Tuesday, April 03, 2012
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Celebrity Christianity
Despite having been written over three years ago my post was very angry with Chuck Smith from Calvary Chapel yesterday was the number one viewed page on my website last month. Number two was my letter to Pastor Mark Driscoll, which is almost a year old. Now granted, I haven't been writing much so that is part of the reason why they are at the top of my most viewed list, but the truth is, no matter what, they would have been in the top ten, and most likely the top five.
Why? Because people google search these people. They are big names, who have done big things, and people want to know more about them. They are Christian celebrities. This is however not a new issue, its just a different mechanism.
Paul, sees this as a problem and addresses it in his letter to the Corinthians. "One says he follows Paul, another Apollos, and another Cephas and another Christ". And then he gets to the core of the matter... "Is Christ divided? Did Paul die for you? Were you baptised in the name of Paul?"
Is Christ divided?
What is interesting to me is that Paul seeing the celebrity thing going on, addresses it in this way:
This causes division
I must put myself in the problem and address my part in it
I must be humble and point others away from me, and towards Christ
I must explain that no man is above another man
This does not seem to be the way with Christian celebrities these days. It is usually some form of "well I am being blessed for not compromising the truth" While the others compromise and are "being followed by people with itchy ears, There is usually a subtle, sometimes a direct refutation of the other leaders. And the statement "follow me while I follow Christ"
The question we must ask ourselves in a world that worships celebrity, is, how are we to respond?
I think the church needs to stop building celebrities. I think the ones that are there need to give serious thought to their ability to deflect that position, and work for unity within the body. I think we who are not celebrities need to stand up and be who God called us to be, to hold even the big shots to the same accountability we submit to in our body.
But what do I know, I don't even have a weekly podcast
rev
Why? Because people google search these people. They are big names, who have done big things, and people want to know more about them. They are Christian celebrities. This is however not a new issue, its just a different mechanism.
Paul, sees this as a problem and addresses it in his letter to the Corinthians. "One says he follows Paul, another Apollos, and another Cephas and another Christ". And then he gets to the core of the matter... "Is Christ divided? Did Paul die for you? Were you baptised in the name of Paul?"
Is Christ divided?
What is interesting to me is that Paul seeing the celebrity thing going on, addresses it in this way:
This causes division
I must put myself in the problem and address my part in it
I must be humble and point others away from me, and towards Christ
I must explain that no man is above another man
This does not seem to be the way with Christian celebrities these days. It is usually some form of "well I am being blessed for not compromising the truth" While the others compromise and are "being followed by people with itchy ears, There is usually a subtle, sometimes a direct refutation of the other leaders. And the statement "follow me while I follow Christ"
The question we must ask ourselves in a world that worships celebrity, is, how are we to respond?
I think the church needs to stop building celebrities. I think the ones that are there need to give serious thought to their ability to deflect that position, and work for unity within the body. I think we who are not celebrities need to stand up and be who God called us to be, to hold even the big shots to the same accountability we submit to in our body.
But what do I know, I don't even have a weekly podcast
rev
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Question number 1.
1)
Rev, a question that has come up a few times after the blog I posted,
and after I put a documentary about you up on Facebook a while back, is
what you mean when you say that as a Christian Anarchist you "submit
your life to the teachings of Jesus, and not to anything else." Aren't
Christians taught to submit to the leaders of the Church? Didn't the
early church have Bishops, Apostles, Elders, and Councils?
I am gonna give you the medium length answer on this one. The short one is probably too short, and the long one is a book or two.
Let me clarify something at the start, if I said I do not submit to anything else then I misspoke. I do in fact submit myself to others, and I think it is right and correct to do so, and in fact it is impossible to do otherwise. What I believe is that we should submit ourselves to one another as a community of people. This is clearly taught in scripture. "Submit yourselves to one another". I have found this very helpful in my life, as I realize that I am not always able to see my own weakness. In addition, if we are all submitted to one another, than one person cannot become above others. This keeps us all in loving service to each other.
Which works perfectly with the actual concept of anarchy. Anarchy is not Chaos, nor is it disorder. Anarchy means, literally, against the powers. What I take that to mean in a Christian context is that we are to resist the "powers". The structures that are oppressive and hierarchical. The social, political and religious structures that keep certain people at the top and others at the bottom. These structures are to be rejected. This does not however mean that we cannot have laws, rules, and covenants with each other. What it does mean is that we do not create a structure that empowers people to have power over others.
Does the church teach submission to the church leaders? Even the doctrines of past leaders? yes it does. Is that the teachings of Christ or the bible? They say so, I am not so sure. What we must remember is that what we see as the church now, is much much different than what we saw for the first few hundred years. In my opinion we see a very significant change in the church with the "conversion" of Constantine, and the legitimizing of Christianity in the early 300's. It was at that time that church became part of an unholy alliance of church and state. Where leaders in Christian community became men of power, and riches. Where the faith was codified and that codification was enforced. We have adopted a system that has mimicked government ever since. In this system, you obey in the chain of command, but this was not the early way.
The early church recognized people with giftings. Some people were good at leading, some at teaching, some at starting up new faith communities and so on. These individuals were sometimes but not often taken out of a "normal" life to be allowed to focus on these things. But in the church their opinions were just counted with double honor. They werent even "elected officials" The church community was to submit to the church community, not bishops or elders. But bishops and elders had a few more miles on their tires so their opinions held a bit more weight, which is all fair and good. The church did not submit to the Bishops and elders, the bishops and elders submitted to the church. Though like I said their opinion had extra weight, it was the community that was entrusted with power, not people.
We see this played out very well in the first council. There was a little controversy around circumcision. Those that were not born in the Hebrew culture were being pressured to be circumcised. Understandably, they said, "um... I like this Jesus dude, and I want to follow in the way, but is cutting off a piece of my junk really necessary?" Everyone got upset. So all of the churches sent some representatives to the church as Jerusalem. Why? Because they were the most well established and had the most people that actually had walked with Jesus? Nope, it was because the people causing the problems came from the churches in Jerusalem. They talked and argued. Now look at who was on the guest list? Peter, the rock of the church, James the actual brother of Jesus, Paul the guy who started most of the churches around the world and wrote most of the new testament, as well as a number of other apostles, bishops, ect. And what is the response?
"we the church at Jerusalem, (recognize that in this time the first mentioned person or group had more weight) and the apostles that are here with us want to clear this up. Sorry that these people from here made things all messy. But the church here would give you this advise" Now look at what we have, not hey we need to go to Jerusalem and appeal this all the way up to the supreme head honcho Peter the rock, work through the hierarchy and have an official proclamation that this is the Christian perspective on the matter! If you do not believe and practice this Peter declares you will not be going to heaven and are not "really" a Christian. No, we all got together and talked, in the end our community would give this advise to your's.
to me this is a different way of life, not hierarchy, but relationship, and empowerment. Not power over, power alongside.
rev
I am gonna give you the medium length answer on this one. The short one is probably too short, and the long one is a book or two.
Let me clarify something at the start, if I said I do not submit to anything else then I misspoke. I do in fact submit myself to others, and I think it is right and correct to do so, and in fact it is impossible to do otherwise. What I believe is that we should submit ourselves to one another as a community of people. This is clearly taught in scripture. "Submit yourselves to one another". I have found this very helpful in my life, as I realize that I am not always able to see my own weakness. In addition, if we are all submitted to one another, than one person cannot become above others. This keeps us all in loving service to each other.
Which works perfectly with the actual concept of anarchy. Anarchy is not Chaos, nor is it disorder. Anarchy means, literally, against the powers. What I take that to mean in a Christian context is that we are to resist the "powers". The structures that are oppressive and hierarchical. The social, political and religious structures that keep certain people at the top and others at the bottom. These structures are to be rejected. This does not however mean that we cannot have laws, rules, and covenants with each other. What it does mean is that we do not create a structure that empowers people to have power over others.
Does the church teach submission to the church leaders? Even the doctrines of past leaders? yes it does. Is that the teachings of Christ or the bible? They say so, I am not so sure. What we must remember is that what we see as the church now, is much much different than what we saw for the first few hundred years. In my opinion we see a very significant change in the church with the "conversion" of Constantine, and the legitimizing of Christianity in the early 300's. It was at that time that church became part of an unholy alliance of church and state. Where leaders in Christian community became men of power, and riches. Where the faith was codified and that codification was enforced. We have adopted a system that has mimicked government ever since. In this system, you obey in the chain of command, but this was not the early way.
The early church recognized people with giftings. Some people were good at leading, some at teaching, some at starting up new faith communities and so on. These individuals were sometimes but not often taken out of a "normal" life to be allowed to focus on these things. But in the church their opinions were just counted with double honor. They werent even "elected officials" The church community was to submit to the church community, not bishops or elders. But bishops and elders had a few more miles on their tires so their opinions held a bit more weight, which is all fair and good. The church did not submit to the Bishops and elders, the bishops and elders submitted to the church. Though like I said their opinion had extra weight, it was the community that was entrusted with power, not people.
We see this played out very well in the first council. There was a little controversy around circumcision. Those that were not born in the Hebrew culture were being pressured to be circumcised. Understandably, they said, "um... I like this Jesus dude, and I want to follow in the way, but is cutting off a piece of my junk really necessary?" Everyone got upset. So all of the churches sent some representatives to the church as Jerusalem. Why? Because they were the most well established and had the most people that actually had walked with Jesus? Nope, it was because the people causing the problems came from the churches in Jerusalem. They talked and argued. Now look at who was on the guest list? Peter, the rock of the church, James the actual brother of Jesus, Paul the guy who started most of the churches around the world and wrote most of the new testament, as well as a number of other apostles, bishops, ect. And what is the response?
"we the church at Jerusalem, (recognize that in this time the first mentioned person or group had more weight) and the apostles that are here with us want to clear this up. Sorry that these people from here made things all messy. But the church here would give you this advise" Now look at what we have, not hey we need to go to Jerusalem and appeal this all the way up to the supreme head honcho Peter the rock, work through the hierarchy and have an official proclamation that this is the Christian perspective on the matter! If you do not believe and practice this Peter declares you will not be going to heaven and are not "really" a Christian. No, we all got together and talked, in the end our community would give this advise to your's.
to me this is a different way of life, not hierarchy, but relationship, and empowerment. Not power over, power alongside.
rev
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Bio part 2
So while all of this was happening I got married to the best woman in
the world, Raquel, and we had two beautiful daughters. The interesting
thing is that we didn't pull away from our world, or our ministry to
focus on our family. We made sure our children were part of our lives,
that we didn't neglect them, but we also wanted them to grow up knowing
that the world is too big for it to revolve around them. Remember this
is a summation so as blunt as that sounds it was lived out in the midst
of caring, compassionate love.
Buddy Suitor at the leading of many people decided to move to another city and start a new church. Raquel and I went with him and were his youth pastors. Only there weren't many youth. We would hang out, get sodas, and talk. Slowly we wound up attracting a group of about thirty young people many if not most of whom did not have parents at the church. We did normal church stuff, went on church camps, and learned to love each other. This was very formative for us. When we had thirty kids in our group 27 came from broken homes. We were learning the healing power of community, and we were also learning what it meant to have an "open house".
I began learning about "cell groups" and "house churches" and how they were important because they taught community, involved everyone, and were the best mechanism for growth. (I will address this later, but at that time we still believed it was our call to convert everyone so they would not burn in hell forever, or the more pleasant way of looking at it was so they could go to heaven) I also realized that the man up front talking, while everyone else sat and listened was not a very healthy model.
Through much scheming we came up with a plan. We would start a church service that had "cool worship music", had a Christian rock band play a set, and then I would teach a very short message that is applicable to anyone whether they were Christian or not. The idea was to make a very fun night, where non Christian people would enjoy hanging out, and then through relationships with people in the group, not any altar call from the stage, people would be drawn into a relationship with Jesus and join our real church which was the small group.
It kinda worked. It wasn't long before we had a church full of people. Sometimes as many as 150 kids rocking out. Thing was they were all Christian kids from other churches. Took a lot of pain and soul searching before I realized that most Christian young people don't really want to hang out in church, why would someone who is not a Christian want to? So we shut it down for good.
We then took our youth group and started a church with them. It was a good thing, the church realized we were becoming something different, and they wanted a more traditional youth ministry. They helped us and blessed us, it was not a church split at all.
It was around this time I started understanding a bit more about how this all worked, why community was important. I began to understand that what Jesus was on about was more than just fire insurance, but teaching us a way of living that could change things in the here and now, not just later.
There were two major influences in this way of thinking. The first was the book "Anarchy and Christianity" by Jaques Ellul. This book really resonated with what I had seen and lived. It made sense, and seemed biblical to me as well. The other book was by Jan Hettinga, I think its title was Follow Me. This talked about the idea of the kingdom of God being the focus of Jesus message. Now Jan might be a bit upset at where I took all of that... but seeing that Jesus was talking about the kingdom of God as a present reality not just a future destination that really got me on a radical path.
We began to take steps in this direction. We tried to have less hierarchy. Less issues of power. We tried to see Jesus in community, in our neighborhood. It was a wonderful experience. Our first church plant was called the Belonging, and the name has set the tone for our whole life. We should be a community that allows people to belong.
I then began reading more and more Christian anarchist stuff, writings of Dorothy Day of the Catholic Worker, Tolstoy's the kingdom of God is within, and most influential to me was Dave Andrew's books "Christianarchy" and "Not Religion but Love". These latter two took all of the theory, and showed us how to live it out... well atleast how to fail gloriously trying to live it out :)
During this whole period of time we also were continually confronted with the fact that Jesus seemed to base his time on earth among the dispossessed, the poor, the marginalized. He talked about a down is up way of living. We began to see that a call to follow Jesus is a call towards downward mobility. Living sustainably on less, in an economy of enough. An economy that says there is enough for our need but not our greed.
Two more big influences on my life happened while we were in Australia. The first was a young man named Jarrod McKenna, who took me down the road of non-violence. I added to his voice the voices of Dorothy Day, Shane Claiborne, and Fr John Dear, as well as the crazy revolutionary activist Ciaron O'Reilly To love your enemies, and do good to those that do bad to you takes away the possibility of violent reaction.
The other was the works of Walter Wink in Engaging the Powers that speak much about non violence, but also the idea of spiritual warfare as seeing the spiritual behind the physical. This is very powerful because we begin to really see the corrupting influences of things like consumerism, individualism and nationalism.
Now we are living in Long Beach California, trying to sow all of these fragments together. How can we be an authentic community following Jesus, by entering into the plight of the oppressed, living simply, and non violently as we stand against a world system that is bent on destruction. Ched Myers is currently my mentor, and he seems perfectly suited for tying this all together, and we are so thankful for Ched and his wonderful wife Elaine Enns.
Things learned in part two:
the importance of community to growth as a human being
we weren't supposed to call people into the church, but live out the church in our neighborhoods
That just as Christ prioritized the marginalized, we should be found with them, standing for justice. Not reaching down to help, but climbing into solidarity.
That we are called not to have power over others, but to empower others
That we are called to be non violent resisters
that the kingdom of God is now and not yet, and we must be the change we want to see in the world as Gandhi put it
And that there are powerful forces in the world that shape policy, and even our own thoughts, and that these must be seen, and resisted.
Anyways, that was abrupt as could be, please feel free to ask any questions
rev
Buddy Suitor at the leading of many people decided to move to another city and start a new church. Raquel and I went with him and were his youth pastors. Only there weren't many youth. We would hang out, get sodas, and talk. Slowly we wound up attracting a group of about thirty young people many if not most of whom did not have parents at the church. We did normal church stuff, went on church camps, and learned to love each other. This was very formative for us. When we had thirty kids in our group 27 came from broken homes. We were learning the healing power of community, and we were also learning what it meant to have an "open house".
I began learning about "cell groups" and "house churches" and how they were important because they taught community, involved everyone, and were the best mechanism for growth. (I will address this later, but at that time we still believed it was our call to convert everyone so they would not burn in hell forever, or the more pleasant way of looking at it was so they could go to heaven) I also realized that the man up front talking, while everyone else sat and listened was not a very healthy model.
Through much scheming we came up with a plan. We would start a church service that had "cool worship music", had a Christian rock band play a set, and then I would teach a very short message that is applicable to anyone whether they were Christian or not. The idea was to make a very fun night, where non Christian people would enjoy hanging out, and then through relationships with people in the group, not any altar call from the stage, people would be drawn into a relationship with Jesus and join our real church which was the small group.
It kinda worked. It wasn't long before we had a church full of people. Sometimes as many as 150 kids rocking out. Thing was they were all Christian kids from other churches. Took a lot of pain and soul searching before I realized that most Christian young people don't really want to hang out in church, why would someone who is not a Christian want to? So we shut it down for good.
We then took our youth group and started a church with them. It was a good thing, the church realized we were becoming something different, and they wanted a more traditional youth ministry. They helped us and blessed us, it was not a church split at all.
It was around this time I started understanding a bit more about how this all worked, why community was important. I began to understand that what Jesus was on about was more than just fire insurance, but teaching us a way of living that could change things in the here and now, not just later.
There were two major influences in this way of thinking. The first was the book "Anarchy and Christianity" by Jaques Ellul. This book really resonated with what I had seen and lived. It made sense, and seemed biblical to me as well. The other book was by Jan Hettinga, I think its title was Follow Me. This talked about the idea of the kingdom of God being the focus of Jesus message. Now Jan might be a bit upset at where I took all of that... but seeing that Jesus was talking about the kingdom of God as a present reality not just a future destination that really got me on a radical path.
We began to take steps in this direction. We tried to have less hierarchy. Less issues of power. We tried to see Jesus in community, in our neighborhood. It was a wonderful experience. Our first church plant was called the Belonging, and the name has set the tone for our whole life. We should be a community that allows people to belong.
I then began reading more and more Christian anarchist stuff, writings of Dorothy Day of the Catholic Worker, Tolstoy's the kingdom of God is within, and most influential to me was Dave Andrew's books "Christianarchy" and "Not Religion but Love". These latter two took all of the theory, and showed us how to live it out... well atleast how to fail gloriously trying to live it out :)
During this whole period of time we also were continually confronted with the fact that Jesus seemed to base his time on earth among the dispossessed, the poor, the marginalized. He talked about a down is up way of living. We began to see that a call to follow Jesus is a call towards downward mobility. Living sustainably on less, in an economy of enough. An economy that says there is enough for our need but not our greed.
Two more big influences on my life happened while we were in Australia. The first was a young man named Jarrod McKenna, who took me down the road of non-violence. I added to his voice the voices of Dorothy Day, Shane Claiborne, and Fr John Dear, as well as the crazy revolutionary activist Ciaron O'Reilly To love your enemies, and do good to those that do bad to you takes away the possibility of violent reaction.
The other was the works of Walter Wink in Engaging the Powers that speak much about non violence, but also the idea of spiritual warfare as seeing the spiritual behind the physical. This is very powerful because we begin to really see the corrupting influences of things like consumerism, individualism and nationalism.
Now we are living in Long Beach California, trying to sow all of these fragments together. How can we be an authentic community following Jesus, by entering into the plight of the oppressed, living simply, and non violently as we stand against a world system that is bent on destruction. Ched Myers is currently my mentor, and he seems perfectly suited for tying this all together, and we are so thankful for Ched and his wonderful wife Elaine Enns.
Things learned in part two:
the importance of community to growth as a human being
we weren't supposed to call people into the church, but live out the church in our neighborhoods
That just as Christ prioritized the marginalized, we should be found with them, standing for justice. Not reaching down to help, but climbing into solidarity.
That we are called not to have power over others, but to empower others
That we are called to be non violent resisters
that the kingdom of God is now and not yet, and we must be the change we want to see in the world as Gandhi put it
And that there are powerful forces in the world that shape policy, and even our own thoughts, and that these must be seen, and resisted.
Anyways, that was abrupt as could be, please feel free to ask any questions
rev
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
My bio part 1
Here is the bio portion part 1,
John and Raquel and a couple of kids
Decided the make this in two parts, and to make it fairly brief. If anyone has any questions, please feel free to ask them. The truth is, the 27 year journey from born again, Pentecostal evangelical, conservative to post evangelical, house church, pacifist, Christian anarchist, is hard to "sum up". But I will do my best.
I was raised as a Easter and Christmas Catholic. We really didn't have that much to do with the church, but we did the minimum. Both of my parents were concerned that I got a good education however, so I went to Catholic Jr. and Sr. High School. Net effect on my spirituality? Not a whole lot, I learned a lot about church history, both the good and the bad, I learned the bible pretty well as we were tested on this, but as to how it effected how we lived our lives... well it didn't really. Even in our morality class the practical application was pretty void.
While I was in high school my mother started going to a pretty conservative, but a bit out there church. Every once and a while, to get in her good graces I would go, but again, not much impact. Then one Thursday night a gal from the "sister" church in Pasadena came out. I thought this girl was not hard on the eyes, and my mom saw a golden opportunity. She hosted a few "young adult" meetings at our house, and I asked this girl out. She said yes, and on our second date something very different happened.
It was a New Years Eve party, there were thirty to forty people there, and I was just amazed at the way they seemed to genuinely love and care for each other. And not only that, but they seemed to love and care for me as well. I liked that. Then at midnight they sat in a circle and talked about how they had seen God work in their lives the previous year. This was sometimes joyous, sometimes painful, and always honest. I was blown away. This actually was spiritual, it was real, it had practical implication, and I felt a "tugging" at my heart. By the time it was my turn to share, I had decided whatever they were into I wanted in on it. And that was my "conversion" story.
This is actually very important, as at a foundational point in my spiritual life it was not a traditional gathering, or ritual, but a group of people, meeting in a home, being honest about their lives, that made me take notice.
It wasn't long til I was listening to seven sermons a day on radio, reading countless books, and the bible from cover to cover. I wanted to be a preacher, and I was gonna be ready no matter what.
For some complicated reasons I wont get into here I wound up going to another church that was a bit more traditional in its structure, but not its ideology. The pastors there took me under their wing, and started mentoring me. Butch Pluimer and Buddy Suitor changed my life, they took me in like a son. This was another thing that was very formative. I was not sent away to bible college, but I was apprenticed. It was, lets just do it together, until you can do it alone.
At this church I really learned a lot. I learned some great stuff. I learned some not so great stuff. I learned about church politics, and what happens when people have "spiritual" power. I noticed it, but didn't understand it.
Then I met another great man. Dave Everritt was this very quiet humble man who came to me for prayer for his neighborhood. He lived in a ghetto that served as a war zone between two Latino gangs and three Cambodian gangs. The gang kids were starting to come to his bible studies and the church kids didn't like it, and he said he didn't know what to do but if he had to choose he was choosing the gang kids. I liked this guy and asked if I could come and see, and boy did I see. He had been a commodities broker with a porsche and a high priced condo, and when he became a Christian he sold it all, which caused his wife to leave him. Now years later he lived in this slum with his new wife trying to care for those most people were afraid of. He asked me if I wanted him to be my mentor. I said yes please.
So far in the story I have experienced a few things that are of note:
I experienced a practical, real, spirituality not part of a ritual, but part of community in a home.
I learned that apprenticeship and mentoring were of immense value.
I learned that people actually did take the call to get rid of it all and follow Jesus seriously.
I learned that social outreach need to go in and stay, not try to work from outside.
Part two will be tomorrow, and then we get into some of my more radical ideas :)
rev
John and Raquel and a couple of kids
Decided the make this in two parts, and to make it fairly brief. If anyone has any questions, please feel free to ask them. The truth is, the 27 year journey from born again, Pentecostal evangelical, conservative to post evangelical, house church, pacifist, Christian anarchist, is hard to "sum up". But I will do my best.
I was raised as a Easter and Christmas Catholic. We really didn't have that much to do with the church, but we did the minimum. Both of my parents were concerned that I got a good education however, so I went to Catholic Jr. and Sr. High School. Net effect on my spirituality? Not a whole lot, I learned a lot about church history, both the good and the bad, I learned the bible pretty well as we were tested on this, but as to how it effected how we lived our lives... well it didn't really. Even in our morality class the practical application was pretty void.
While I was in high school my mother started going to a pretty conservative, but a bit out there church. Every once and a while, to get in her good graces I would go, but again, not much impact. Then one Thursday night a gal from the "sister" church in Pasadena came out. I thought this girl was not hard on the eyes, and my mom saw a golden opportunity. She hosted a few "young adult" meetings at our house, and I asked this girl out. She said yes, and on our second date something very different happened.
It was a New Years Eve party, there were thirty to forty people there, and I was just amazed at the way they seemed to genuinely love and care for each other. And not only that, but they seemed to love and care for me as well. I liked that. Then at midnight they sat in a circle and talked about how they had seen God work in their lives the previous year. This was sometimes joyous, sometimes painful, and always honest. I was blown away. This actually was spiritual, it was real, it had practical implication, and I felt a "tugging" at my heart. By the time it was my turn to share, I had decided whatever they were into I wanted in on it. And that was my "conversion" story.
This is actually very important, as at a foundational point in my spiritual life it was not a traditional gathering, or ritual, but a group of people, meeting in a home, being honest about their lives, that made me take notice.
It wasn't long til I was listening to seven sermons a day on radio, reading countless books, and the bible from cover to cover. I wanted to be a preacher, and I was gonna be ready no matter what.
For some complicated reasons I wont get into here I wound up going to another church that was a bit more traditional in its structure, but not its ideology. The pastors there took me under their wing, and started mentoring me. Butch Pluimer and Buddy Suitor changed my life, they took me in like a son. This was another thing that was very formative. I was not sent away to bible college, but I was apprenticed. It was, lets just do it together, until you can do it alone.
At this church I really learned a lot. I learned some great stuff. I learned some not so great stuff. I learned about church politics, and what happens when people have "spiritual" power. I noticed it, but didn't understand it.
Then I met another great man. Dave Everritt was this very quiet humble man who came to me for prayer for his neighborhood. He lived in a ghetto that served as a war zone between two Latino gangs and three Cambodian gangs. The gang kids were starting to come to his bible studies and the church kids didn't like it, and he said he didn't know what to do but if he had to choose he was choosing the gang kids. I liked this guy and asked if I could come and see, and boy did I see. He had been a commodities broker with a porsche and a high priced condo, and when he became a Christian he sold it all, which caused his wife to leave him. Now years later he lived in this slum with his new wife trying to care for those most people were afraid of. He asked me if I wanted him to be my mentor. I said yes please.
So far in the story I have experienced a few things that are of note:
I experienced a practical, real, spirituality not part of a ritual, but part of community in a home.
I learned that apprenticeship and mentoring were of immense value.
I learned that people actually did take the call to get rid of it all and follow Jesus seriously.
I learned that social outreach need to go in and stay, not try to work from outside.
Part two will be tomorrow, and then we get into some of my more radical ideas :)
rev
Monday, March 19, 2012
I am back with a vengence :)
So a good friend asked me if I could answer some questions on his blog, I figured I could do that, and I could do it here as well since I am writing:
I am going to put up the whole email, but take only a portion at a time, probably once a week.
I am going to put up the whole email, but take only a portion at a time, probably once a week.
I thought for the blog I'd give a brief intro about you, for people
who don't know, and then ask if you could tell a little bit about how
your journey led you to the kind of community you're a part of now.
Here are the other questions I had, stuff people have been bringing up
and discussing with me as I've shared you're blogs and other things.
I've had long back and forth discussions with a couple Pastor friends about the
first one, and after our meeting this Friday, I spent a lot of time
discussing what the Kingdom means with people who were worried I was
basically setting them up, or trying to work on them with an agenda to
convert them.
1)
Rev, a question that has come up a few times after the blog I posted,
and after I put a documentary about you up on Facebook a while back, is
what you mean when you say that as a Christian Anarchist you "submit
your life to the teachings of Jesus, and not to anything else." Aren't
Christians taught to submit to the leaders of the Church? Didn't the
early church have Bishops, Apostles, Elders, and Councils?
2)
Another question people have asked, and that maybe ties in, is the idea
that Anarchy means chaos, lawlessness, and rebellion against the
established order. A few people have asked me how that can be
compatible with the kind of communities you've been a part of, which
seem to be about loving and serving those who have been marginalized by
society.
3)
Another thing that's come up recently is what the Kingdom of God means.
I used that phrase a few times in my blog, and didn't realize that
others might hear it very differently than I do. What does the Kingdom
mean for non-believers? How do people who are trying to set it up here
on earth share the Kingdom, or even the Kingdom work, with those who
don't believe in God? Should the goal of Christians be to convert them
so that they can be saved, and share in this Kingdom?
4)
Finally, I wanted to ask what it means to live this stuff out. Are
there different approaches for Kingdom living? How do we work on
becoming a part of God's Kingdom? Any thoughts or advice you have would
be great.
so, I will start with a post about the story of mr and mrs rev and how we got to where we are now. I will post this tomorrow. And then I will get into those questions. Hope you will join in, and ask questions of your own as we go.
rev
Monday, February 06, 2012
sorry I haven't posted much
And we were switching to a new host for the domain as well.
I hope to post more this year, but don't really want to write unless I have something to say. I have been working on my book, and will perhaps post some excerpts here from time to time. Fight the powers
rev
I hope to post more this year, but don't really want to write unless I have something to say. I have been working on my book, and will perhaps post some excerpts here from time to time. Fight the powers
rev
Thursday, December 29, 2011
My Joyous life (follow up from yesterday)
I always find it discouraging that my negative posts always seem to get the most attention. People seem to be drawn to arguing, and critiquing and critiquing critiques. The most read posts on my blog are both where I call out Christian leaders for their very public statements letter to pastor mark and was very angry with pastor chuck.
Yet in some of my best posts I talk about wonderful people who have inspired me, and do inspire me pastor buddy or ray barbee
I share video bible studies, talk about our house church, all kinds of things. But the negative stuff gets heard, it gets passed around, mainly because people wish someone would say something about all the crap they see. They are happy that it is not just them. Others, well just enjoy stirring up some shit.
But today, I thought I might share a little bit about ways forward. How have we tried to live an alternative?
We work hard to define church as our community not as gatherings.
When we do gather everyone shares. Everyone cooks for the group at one time or another. We occasionally meet in other houses, or in a park. Everyone takes a turn at doing communion, leading confession, or prayer, or worship (almost never singing but usually interactive in a different way). Everyone shares during a discussion, and everyone has an opportunity to lead the discussions as well.
We pay nobody, so all the money that is given gets spent on neighborhood needs, using a relational model. If $50 or less is needed to help someone you personally know, you need one person in the community to agree that it is a need we should meet and the money is doled out. If it is above that amount we put it to a vote, and we use consent rather than consensus, (I will explain later)
We recognize that our calling is not to build a bigger community, but rather give birth to a network of small communities. We support, and help new communities start.
The use of consent is slightly different from consensus. We try to reach consensus, which we have in almost every occasion, but if we can't we ask the minority group to allow us to continue in the direction the majority has decided and we will review it in an appropriate amount of time. If they are adamant about saying no, then we wait. We would rather go together than divide over being right.
We put regular cycles of service to our neighbors, and the neighborhood into our calender. We learn to be disciples, by following Jesus example of loving those society has cast aside. In our history that has been homeless people, drug addicts, punk rockers, pregnant teens, and mentally ill people. Doing this together is important, as our friends learn what healthy community is like as we practice it with them.
There are many other things I could write, but I will stop there. I am currently writing a book that tells stories of our ministry over the years, with no commentary. It will not be negative at all. If you can't stand my critiques, maybe buy my book when it is available. Far from being the angry curmudgeon that I may appear in caricature, I love life, I have great hope for the future, and I believe the church will be reconciled and redeemed. I just happen to also believe I need to call us on our bullshit. Rest assured everything I say, I say to myself as well.
rev
Yet in some of my best posts I talk about wonderful people who have inspired me, and do inspire me pastor buddy or ray barbee
I share video bible studies, talk about our house church, all kinds of things. But the negative stuff gets heard, it gets passed around, mainly because people wish someone would say something about all the crap they see. They are happy that it is not just them. Others, well just enjoy stirring up some shit.
But today, I thought I might share a little bit about ways forward. How have we tried to live an alternative?
We work hard to define church as our community not as gatherings.
When we do gather everyone shares. Everyone cooks for the group at one time or another. We occasionally meet in other houses, or in a park. Everyone takes a turn at doing communion, leading confession, or prayer, or worship (almost never singing but usually interactive in a different way). Everyone shares during a discussion, and everyone has an opportunity to lead the discussions as well.
We pay nobody, so all the money that is given gets spent on neighborhood needs, using a relational model. If $50 or less is needed to help someone you personally know, you need one person in the community to agree that it is a need we should meet and the money is doled out. If it is above that amount we put it to a vote, and we use consent rather than consensus, (I will explain later)
We recognize that our calling is not to build a bigger community, but rather give birth to a network of small communities. We support, and help new communities start.
The use of consent is slightly different from consensus. We try to reach consensus, which we have in almost every occasion, but if we can't we ask the minority group to allow us to continue in the direction the majority has decided and we will review it in an appropriate amount of time. If they are adamant about saying no, then we wait. We would rather go together than divide over being right.
We put regular cycles of service to our neighbors, and the neighborhood into our calender. We learn to be disciples, by following Jesus example of loving those society has cast aside. In our history that has been homeless people, drug addicts, punk rockers, pregnant teens, and mentally ill people. Doing this together is important, as our friends learn what healthy community is like as we practice it with them.
There are many other things I could write, but I will stop there. I am currently writing a book that tells stories of our ministry over the years, with no commentary. It will not be negative at all. If you can't stand my critiques, maybe buy my book when it is available. Far from being the angry curmudgeon that I may appear in caricature, I love life, I have great hope for the future, and I believe the church will be reconciled and redeemed. I just happen to also believe I need to call us on our bullshit. Rest assured everything I say, I say to myself as well.
rev
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
If you build it they will come (my sad little world!!!)
I responded to a twitter message that was retweeted by someone I follow. The message went something like... 80 percent of non churched people said they would go to a Christmas service if invited so get out there and invite someone.
My response was something along the lines of "why? so we can inoculate them with a small dose of consumer Christianity that keeps them from catching a real cross following discipleship?" Which I know is a bit harsh, but I am a bit harsh sometimes.
A brief conversation followed which ended in a statement that basically said, "I am not going to let you drag me into your sad little world"
Now, first of all I understand the issue. I seem like a scrooge. I seem like someone that hates the church. I seem like someone who is taking pot shots at those doing something different, or arguably more successful than what I am. I can see that, really I can. But... I do not think I should be dismissed so easily.
Not that I am in any way comparing myself to any of these great men of the faith, but John the baptist wasn't exactly a sweet heart, Paul was down right mean sometimes, even Jesus whom we follow was a killjoy on occasions. The entire tradition of the prophets is not to say nice things, but to actually be a big downer. So the question isn't: is what I am saying negative?, but rather: is what I am saying true?
Christianity as it has become defined in the western world, is subverted. It is not the revolutionary, radical and sacrificial way of living that we see in the book of acts and in stories of the early church. It has become rather a culture of its own, that mimics the culture of its day. And unfortunately in most of the western world that means an adoption of consumerism. We make a product of Christianity. This product includes well put together services, with good music, good message, and good child care. The product includes a very well put together handbook of beliefs, that we can convince ourselves of, and then be suitable for heaven. This product in too many cases gives us an ideology that says our possessions are a sign of God's blessing, that our Christian duty is to take care of ourselves and our family first and then if we have some extra to give it through an agency to those that might need some help.
I remember one time I was sitting in a service that was all about God's plan for sexuality. It had drama, and video, and a nice compelling message. And then the band came out and was playing "in your eyes" by Peter Gabriel, and I leaned over to ask my friend that invited me a question about the service. A lady in front of us angrily told me I was being a distraction. A distraction from what? A song you hear a hundred times a week on the radio? I was distracting from a performance that was meant to be a consumable good, for a target market. I was distracting from church, but not from being the church, but from the product of church. Inviting people to purchase this product is not mission, though it is what we are asked to do by the organization that exists.
Jesus on the other hand calls us to go out into the world, not call people to us. He says to make disciples, not converts. And he says to teach them to obey everything he taught... which means, sell all you have and give it to the poor, store not up treasures for yourself on earth, feed the hungry, cloth the naked, visit the imprisoned and sick, stand up non violently against oppression, love your enemies don't bomb them, live out the kingdom of heaven. Yes, Jesus calls us to something all together different than a service on Christmas.
We don't need to invite people to a service, we need to invite them to a revolution. But first we have to live it ourselves. Far from being a sad little world, it becomes a wonderful, joy filled, and also tragic world, bigger than can be imagined, as it is not bound by the physical.
come and join the revolution
rev
My response was something along the lines of "why? so we can inoculate them with a small dose of consumer Christianity that keeps them from catching a real cross following discipleship?" Which I know is a bit harsh, but I am a bit harsh sometimes.
A brief conversation followed which ended in a statement that basically said, "I am not going to let you drag me into your sad little world"
Now, first of all I understand the issue. I seem like a scrooge. I seem like someone that hates the church. I seem like someone who is taking pot shots at those doing something different, or arguably more successful than what I am. I can see that, really I can. But... I do not think I should be dismissed so easily.
Not that I am in any way comparing myself to any of these great men of the faith, but John the baptist wasn't exactly a sweet heart, Paul was down right mean sometimes, even Jesus whom we follow was a killjoy on occasions. The entire tradition of the prophets is not to say nice things, but to actually be a big downer. So the question isn't: is what I am saying negative?, but rather: is what I am saying true?
Christianity as it has become defined in the western world, is subverted. It is not the revolutionary, radical and sacrificial way of living that we see in the book of acts and in stories of the early church. It has become rather a culture of its own, that mimics the culture of its day. And unfortunately in most of the western world that means an adoption of consumerism. We make a product of Christianity. This product includes well put together services, with good music, good message, and good child care. The product includes a very well put together handbook of beliefs, that we can convince ourselves of, and then be suitable for heaven. This product in too many cases gives us an ideology that says our possessions are a sign of God's blessing, that our Christian duty is to take care of ourselves and our family first and then if we have some extra to give it through an agency to those that might need some help.
I remember one time I was sitting in a service that was all about God's plan for sexuality. It had drama, and video, and a nice compelling message. And then the band came out and was playing "in your eyes" by Peter Gabriel, and I leaned over to ask my friend that invited me a question about the service. A lady in front of us angrily told me I was being a distraction. A distraction from what? A song you hear a hundred times a week on the radio? I was distracting from a performance that was meant to be a consumable good, for a target market. I was distracting from church, but not from being the church, but from the product of church. Inviting people to purchase this product is not mission, though it is what we are asked to do by the organization that exists.
Jesus on the other hand calls us to go out into the world, not call people to us. He says to make disciples, not converts. And he says to teach them to obey everything he taught... which means, sell all you have and give it to the poor, store not up treasures for yourself on earth, feed the hungry, cloth the naked, visit the imprisoned and sick, stand up non violently against oppression, love your enemies don't bomb them, live out the kingdom of heaven. Yes, Jesus calls us to something all together different than a service on Christmas.
We don't need to invite people to a service, we need to invite them to a revolution. But first we have to live it ourselves. Far from being a sad little world, it becomes a wonderful, joy filled, and also tragic world, bigger than can be imagined, as it is not bound by the physical.
come and join the revolution
rev
Monday, December 05, 2011
Just a little encouragement
My friend Allen sent me an email this weekend. He said he had taken some time to read over the last few blog entries or so, and he thanked me for them. He said they were meaningful and moving to him. He said they helped him understand things better. He made me feel encouraged, he made me feel like if for only one person the writing I do here mattered.
Now I know this might sound like a plea for everyone to tell me how wonderful I am, but that is not my point. Well not my only point :) What Allan did was encourage me to use my gifts. The bible talks about this, encouraging one another towards good works, sharing with those that share with you, and the whole body needing one another. I try to make it a habit to tell people how much their actions mean to me.
In the book Connecting, Dr. Larry Crabb talks about how one of the most important parts of Christian fellowship is seeing the Christ in others and calling it forth. That is encouragement. So today, and the rest of this holiday season, oh heck, the rest of your life, take the time to see the Christ in others, see their good works, look deeply and see the good, and praise it, encourage it, fan the flame. There is enough in this world that tears us down, we should be people that build up.
Thanks Allan for building me up
rev
Now I know this might sound like a plea for everyone to tell me how wonderful I am, but that is not my point. Well not my only point :) What Allan did was encourage me to use my gifts. The bible talks about this, encouraging one another towards good works, sharing with those that share with you, and the whole body needing one another. I try to make it a habit to tell people how much their actions mean to me.
In the book Connecting, Dr. Larry Crabb talks about how one of the most important parts of Christian fellowship is seeing the Christ in others and calling it forth. That is encouragement. So today, and the rest of this holiday season, oh heck, the rest of your life, take the time to see the Christ in others, see their good works, look deeply and see the good, and praise it, encourage it, fan the flame. There is enough in this world that tears us down, we should be people that build up.
Thanks Allan for building me up
rev
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